It’s happening again.

I am afraid of junk food.  Guess that no junk food list worked, eh? 

I am FINALLY restricting my calorie intake, again. 

But today was a bit of a fail.  I made a veggie omelette for breakfast and documented the whole ordeal as it will go on my other blog «click 

But, I took 4 bites of it and then tossed it because the idea of the calories in the feta cheese and the egg(s) scared me.  So I resorted to a pear and 2 cups of coffee instead….. fuck I’m insane.  

No wonder you don’t love me, I can’t even love me.  And I’m the one stuck with me for the rest of my life…. 

Sometimes I wonder if you are ashamed of me, because to be quite honest and utterly open: I am ashamed of me, too.

Anonymous said: Your body is perfect. Please don't change as much and try to love yourself. Wish I could have such a wonderful body c: all love to you♥

So incredibly sweet, thank you anon!  It’s such a struggle… I try… I really do.  Some days are harder than others xx 

Two simple words on their own…. but together, so effective. He’s what I needed all along. Not just because he sends me these. Not even for this text in the slightest. But he inspires me to want to be better…. for his sake AND mine.

Two simple words on their own…. but together, so effective. He’s what I needed all along. Not just because he sends me these. Not even for this text in the slightest. But he inspires me to want to be better…. for his sake AND mine.

☼ Breakfast ☼

1 1/2 cups of Vanilla Rice Krispies 180 cals
3/4 cup of skim milk 67.5 cals 
1 tbsp cream 20 cals
1 tbsp 2% milk 6 cals 
1 cup of coffee 0 cals 
25 blueberries 20 cals 

Total Calories: 293.5 / 900 cals 

Okay, so Rice Krispies are “processed” …. sue me! 

Steph and her cuppa.  My shirt says “I need coffee” #applicable. 


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Haven’t posted one of these in a while!  [Ignore the mess on the floor, I am in the process of moving].  So this is my starting point, and as I said last night, I have two weeks to reduce as much bloating and lose as much weight as I can.  I don’t expect it to be catastrophic, but I feel I will shed a few quite easily by going back to basics: clean, raw foods, lots of fruits and veggies, water, the works.  
Monday, July 28th @ 9AM —- 125 lbs on the dot.  Let’s do this and get ‘er down again.  I know I can do this.  I have broken the 120 threshold before, and will do it again. 
xxx

Haven’t posted one of these in a while!  [Ignore the mess on the floor, I am in the process of moving].  So this is my starting point, and as I said last night, I have two weeks to reduce as much bloating and lose as much weight as I can.  I don’t expect it to be catastrophic, but I feel I will shed a few quite easily by going back to basics: clean, raw foods, lots of fruits and veggies, water, the works.  

Monday, July 28th @ 9AM —- 125 lbs on the dot.  Let’s do this and get ‘er down again.  I know I can do this.  I have broken the 120 threshold before, and will do it again. 

xxx