Health, Happiness and Indulgences.
Names Steph, 21 years young.
Trapped between the spaces that tell me
to love myself and to change myself.
I've been battling this monster in my head
since the age of 13.

It's become an obsessive way of life...

SW: 158 lbs.
CW: 122 lbs.
GW: Uncertain

My Story
Let me ask you something, in all the years that you have…undressed in front of a gentleman has he ever asked you to leave? Has he ever walked out and left? No? It’s because he doesn’t care! He’s in a room with a naked girl, he just won the lottery. I am so tired of saying no, waking up in the morning and recalling every single thing I ate the day before, counting every calorie I consumed so I know just how much self loathing to take into the shower. I’m going for it. I have no interest in being obese, I’m just through with the guilt. So this is what I’m going to do, I’m going to finish this pizza, and then we are going to go watch the soccer game, and tomorrow we are going to go on a little date and buy ourselves some bigger jeans.
Eat, Pray, Love (via rosesandrambling)
8th May 2013
When it’s taken control and you don’t know how to stop it anymore…

When it’s taken control and you don’t know how to stop it anymore…

7th May 2013
Bathing suit ready??

Bathing suit ready??

1st May 2013
Yesterday’s Shopping Adventures
1st May 2013

SO.  There was a gorgeous Royal Blue dress I had my eye on, but even the XS was too freakin big!  I might go back and get it… and just deal with it. LOL I can get away with it, it’s not THAT noticeable … and I bought size 3 pants, an XS highwaisted cheetah “mullet” skirt, or at least that’s what I call em (longer in the back then the front) it’s so pretty!  So flowy, can’t wait to wear it Sat :) this nice weather is gorgeousssss.  And I also bough dress pants, size 5!  Happy camper over sizes! :)    




theme by parti & powered by tumblr